Not your kind of flyboy

Kisses on my cup

I think i need to sleep more. i remember sleeping 4 days straight, yes about 90 hours in Taiwan when i fell sick, shape of my face changed, no eye ring, no eye bags, i look really...wow. Even though i have quite a easy schedule nowadays, i don't think i have enough rest, i think even i need to manage my sleep and rest time well. Work can be quite stressful to me, i don't know why, its not hard, maybe just physically demanding at times, nothing i cannot handle but, i just feel the pressure there, maybe its the people, maybe its the assessment . Speaking of assessment, I've been quite affected when they wanted to access us even though my chief " Certified " us before we when to Taiwan. Our names were even submitted for promotion already, but they just won't let it.

10months in service already, i dare say, i've seen too much, much more than i can imagine in fact, people, things, different experiences that i usually cannot wait to tell others or the future generations. I also slowly understood the intentions of our parents. Theres a chinese saying " Listen to the elder advice or regret " made senses to most of us.

Although there are still many uncertainty to what is coming for me in the future, i won't give up the things I'm doing now, may it be my NS work, or any minor things that is required, i still stand strong to the stand that, as long as we do our best, one day when we look back, we won't have much regrets.

Of course, at times i would feel satisfied with my life, maybe because i found someone i really love. Sometimes i thought if she is sent from heaven to love me. Felt like shes part of my life already, like a family. With her around, i feel so complete, as if i don't need anything anymore. Shes like my source of energy during my tough times, the times that i felt like dying, somebody i can talk my trouble to, rant at, and love. With her around, i want to work even harder for us, for our future.

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Thursday, April 08, 2010,
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